She's in one of those moments, where she has a gazillion things spinning around in her head, like a solar system, but no way to isolate any one of them.
She's been trying to reassess her life and in general her character. And its unfortunate to say, she has not been quite impressed with the way she has conducted myself during these past months.
She wished she had a moral guide, lecturing her on the matters of the heart. Because clearly, she does not understand any of it herself and she fears, she won't be able to until she experiences more.
The truth is, she feels that she's constantly on some kind of boat, battling the high seas of self-insecurity and confidence.
This struggle, is constant.
It remains on her mind everyday, like a broken record playing the same haunting melody.
Unable to forget, she prays.
Funny, she doesn't believe in god.
She's been trying to reassess her life and in general her character. And its unfortunate to say, she has not been quite impressed with the way she has conducted myself during these past months.
She wished she had a moral guide, lecturing her on the matters of the heart. Because clearly, she does not understand any of it herself and she fears, she won't be able to until she experiences more.
The truth is, she feels that she's constantly on some kind of boat, battling the high seas of self-insecurity and confidence.
This struggle, is constant.
It remains on her mind everyday, like a broken record playing the same haunting melody.
Unable to forget, she prays.
Funny, she doesn't believe in god.
